The cockpit again.
He knew it better than the room he rented. A fine scratch crossed the glass at the upper left of the instrument panel, as if someone had tested it with a fingernail. Half the lights in the third row stayed dark, the other half left unused on purpose. A shallow cut marked the leather on the right armrest. He knew every mark. This was not an old machine. The cockpit was newer, quieter, smarter than anything he had seen in Kestra. He had simply known it for longer than he had known any landlord in his building. Since he was six.
Every time he entered the dream, he did the same check. Left hand on the frame. Right hand over the three marks: scratch, half-lit row, shallow cut. A sentry making his rounds. There was no time in the dream, but he always felt the machine waiting for him to finish the count.
No sound. There had never been a voice in this dream. The machine was there. His hands knew it. Everything else was dark, and the dark had all the patience in the world.
He woke before the alarm.
A strip of blue-grey showed between the curtains. He watched the ceiling for three seconds, then reached for his phone. Two lunch orders, booked in advance: 12:10 and 12:51. He took both. He never turned down a pre-booked run. One rejection could shave half a point off his on-time score, and these were regulars. Same addresses every time; they barely bothered with notes. He liked those orders.
He needed to be at the prep counter by 12:44 for the later one. Seven minutes was the margin. Any earlier and the food would not be ready; any later and the bag sat waiting too long on the rack.
The bed frame creaked as he got up. The room woke with him. In this rented place, only two things made noise: the bed frame and Lucan.
He washed, pulled on his riding clothes, wound the charging cable twice and tucked it into the side pocket of his bag. He tapped the dust from his helmet lining. Before leaving, he looked back into the room. There was nothing to see. He looked anyway.
Too much riding, he told himself. Every morning, the same excuse for the dream. He never changed the wording.
At 6:12 he rode up onto the pavement and slipped past a garbage truck stuck at the light. He knew this stretch without looking. One ring of the bell and people moved. Dogs, too.
Kestra in the morning was a city at knee height. Cabbages rose to a market seller's waist. Fish flashed in the tanks. Steam from the breakfast stalls slid along the tiles. Lucan cut through the middle without using his horn. The bell was enough. Horns were for people who did not know the road.
He had ridden this street a hundred times. Vera had probably walked it as often, he thought. Speed changed what you saw. She might notice the stalls and the sky; he looked for a gap wide enough to pass through, a loose paving stone that would kick his back wheel sideways, a kitchen door that let out soup at half past six. He had delivered to that shop so often he could tell how many portions were in the pot by the smell.
He liked the market just after it opened. Every stall smelled like breakfast, even if he usually had to ride on before he could eat any. He kept a breakfast ranking: pepper broth at the corner, first; fried dough two stalls down, second. On a rare day off, he'd try something new and see if it could beat the broth. No app could rate breakfast. The broth led by half a point, though he was open to appeals.
He rarely looked up. Riders did not watch the sky; people who watched it had time to spare. He caught the freight shuttles and their fading trails in the corner of his eye, the same things he imagined Vera saw when she looked up.
A ball rolled into his path. The child came after it. Lucan braked, put one foot down and waited until the kid had the ball before riding on. The first lesson this job taught him was not how to find an address. It was to stop half a beat before everyone else.
The shortcut ran beneath a covered arcade. Air-conditioning units dripped overhead; the paving stayed damp all year. The old man who watched the far end lifted one eyelid when Lucan passed. That counted as a greeting. The cut-through saved two minutes. Two minutes meant money.
Rent in five days. He ran yesterday's take: the platform's cut, a battery swap, the visor he still had not replaced. Its crack climbed from the lower left like lightning frozen in ice. Through it, every red light looked doubled. He had tested it; he followed the one on the right. The money home stayed the same. His family had never asked if it was enough; he had never said it wasn't. He put his phone away and took the next order.
At 12:44 he opened the insulated carrier and touched the rack. Dry.
He checked it every time. Other riders glanced and moved on. Lucan thought the note "don't spill the drink" had been written for a day exactly like this. A pipe leaked every winter and had stained the wall black on the left end of the rack. He was the only courier who checked the dry corner before setting down a bag.
He had noticed the leak last winter while sheltering from the rain. Vera had been there too, cursing the pipe: "Every year." She had not been talking to him. He remembered the words anyway. Since then, checking that corner had become his craft. He could do it more reliably than the app could keep time.
He folded a napkin twice and slid it under the sauce cup. The cup sat secure in its holder. Her tea: light ice. Months ago, she had mentioned it once to the room, as if talking to the air. He happened to hear and remembered the two words.
Then the chili sachet.
He took one from the little compartment and folded it into the napkin. Months ago, while waiting at the workshop counter for a signature, he had heard her say to the room, "I want something spicy." Her wrench kept moving. She never ordered chili herself. Maybe she'd felt awkward once she'd said it out loud. So he slipped a sachet into her bag. He had never told her.
The food was ready. He sealed the bag and stuck the label on.
The name at the top was VERA P., his LUCAN underneath. Her eyes passed over his name as if it were a phone number. He told himself he was used to it.
At the door, he set the bag down on all four corners.
She did not look up. "Leave it there, thanks."
In that half-second, he almost said her name. Vera. He had practised it once inside his helmet and never tried again. He had made himself a rule: if she ever looked up at him first, he would say it. She never had.
The handle of his insulated carrier pressed a groove into his palm. The app would record the delivery time. The pause had lasted half a second; turning away took him two full seconds. He imagined she had measured it too. He had no proof.
The delivery door closed behind him with a chime. He left the half-second inside, as if nothing had happened.
He never waited for the lift. He never changed an address or invented a reason to come by the workshop. When the app sent him one of her orders, he worked the rest of his route around it. He left the bag at the door and went.
At lunch, the riders gathered in their usual place and compared ratings. One customer had left him three stars with the note: "Soup spilled." It had been sealed. He had checked it; the photo on his phone showed it intact, the shot steady. He did not appeal. Uploading it, filling out a form and waiting for someone he would never meet to decide was time he could not spare.
The new kid had a 4.99. Lucan said, "Four point nine eight."
"You care about a hundredth?"
"It's the closest thing I've got to a promotion."
Someone told him to take airport runs. The fares were better.
"Not on my route," Lucan said.
"Your home isn't near the airport either."
"No. Home's not on the way to the airport."
The answer came quicker than thought. He had rehearsed it for a different kind of detour, one only he knew about.
At three, the workshop's coffee order came through. The foreman ordered the same thing every day: black, no sugar. Lucan had made this delivery often enough to know where to park and where the foreman wanted the cup. Hydraulic oil, then coffee.
The shutter was half open. He parked beyond the yellow line, carried the coffee inside and checked the whiteboard. The foreman tipped his head toward the table. Lucan put the cup in its usual corner. He had done it so many times he could have cut a key by feel.
Then he saw her.
She stood in the middle of the floor.
The room was full of noise: the compressor, a pneumatic wrench, the grinder farther back, someone's music, a mechanic at station three swearing at a bolt that would not catch. But she was listening to something else. Her head tilted. Her shoulders lifted a little. Lucan knew the look. It was what a person did when she lent her whole body to her ears.
He stopped and counted to five. One, two, three, four, five.
He heard nothing.
He could list every sound in the room: the compressor in two long bursts and a short one; the wrench in threes; the song reaching its chorus again; the mechanic changing his curse after the third word. Four sounds. Nothing more. He did not know what the fifth one was. He only knew that she had heard it, and that for him, the four were everything.
Maybe the floor really was making a noise. When he reached five, all he could hear was the workshop. Not one sound more, not one less. At the door, a new kid called out, "Heard it again? Your floor." Vera ignored him. The others turned back with grins.
The new kid saw Lucan and raised his chin. "You think she really hears something?"
Lucan lifted the coffee. "I hear you lot making a racket."
He finished the handoff without laughing or joining in. They had made enough jokes about her already. He had stood in the same place for five seconds and heard nothing; at least this time, he had not laughed along.
Back on his bike, the seat was still hot from the afternoon sun. He did not start the engine right away. He looked once at the shutter. Was she still standing in the middle of the floor? He did not know. He only knew his own ears had been empty for five seconds, and that he had stood there for nothing.
His last run before seven was to the hospital. The night nurse took the bag and thanked him. Her eyes were red. He did not ask why. A rider's rule: other people's red eyes were not his business.
Outside the hospital doors, the wind tugged his collar open. Only then did he realize he had been holding his breath.
His last delivery was after dark.
He took the covered arcade shortcut. The air-conditioning units that dripped all day had gone quiet. In the alley he could hear only his tires crossing the damp paving. Halfway through, he squeezed the brake.
A beetle clung to the wall.
Not an ordinary one. It was as big as a crouching person. Its wing cases were folded tight, all six legs hooked into the gaps between the bricks. It was as black as the alley. If he had not ridden this cut-through every day, if he did not know each brick by sight, it might have been part of the wall.
He slowed to half speed.
Halloween prop, he thought. Those were popular this year, the kind that crawled up walls. The hardware shop had a row of them outside. Their eyes lit up, too.
He rode on.
Twenty metres past it, a chill reached the back of his neck. He could not have said what was wrong. He tugged his collar higher and repeated Halloween to himself. Right. Halloween.
His front wheel bumped over a tile at the mouth of the alley. He did not look back.
That night, the cockpit again.
He knew where every instrument sat. He lifted his hand, and the fine scratch waited under his fingertip. He had dreamed this cockpit for nearly twenty years. Since six: machine there, hands knowing, no voices, not a word. Once he had fallen asleep gripping a wrench, trying to bring something into the dream with him. He woke with the wrench under his pillow. Nothing had followed him in.
When he was six, he told an adult about the dream. Children had strange dreams, they said. He stopped bringing it up, but the dream stayed with him for twenty years.
He had waited for the cockpit to change. A light coming on would have been enough. A seat turning a few degrees. Nothing ever did. He had nearly got used to that.
Tonight was different.
Before he reached for it, the control stick moved.
Only two inches, toward him. No sound. Nothing in that dream made a sound, which made the movement plain as a mark scratched into the dark. He started to reach. Before his hand moved, the stick shifted another half-inch, as if it knew.
Not a fault. A test. Something asking: Are you still there?
He woke with his hand raised, fingers spread, reaching into empty air.
The room was exactly as he had left it. The charging cable in his bag. His helmet on the stool. Nothing moved. Nothing could explain that two-and-a-half-inch shift. He checked his phone: 2:47. Tomorrow's orders were already lining up.
Kestra outside the curtain was black as a sheet. He lay still for a while, then lowered his hand to the blanket. The dream did not come back. It never worked overtime.
He turned his palm over and studied it. There was nothing in the lines of it, but the weight of that two-and-a-half-inch shift was still there, like something he had carried a long way and did not dare set down.
Too much riding, he told himself again. He did not believe it either.
The two and a half inches stayed in his palm. He rolled onto his side and closed his hand around them.

